sorry i've been MIA

haha just nuah-ing at home, catching up w friends, heading out so much that my dad had to make me stay home cause he complains he never sees me even though im his daughter. so last week was a whirlwind of squeals and hugs and "OMG YOU'RE FINALLY BACKKK!!!"s. this week has been a bit more chill, just staying home and watching tv and reading (: i've started reading again!

zoukout was fun but not something i'd do again i think, i just wanted to see what it's like. a once-in-a-lifetime experience kind of thing. now i can cross it off my list of things i want to experience. it's done, i'm moving on.

perhaps thats why to this day i don't do any really bad things. i wanted to try being a party girl, i tried for a few months. okay la, fun, but i would never do it again, now i'd probably only go if a bunch of friends were going, like once a month or something.

i smoked one cigarette, and now i'm done. i have no interest in ever doing it again, because my curiosity has been satisfied.

i got drunk once, okay, curiosity satisfied, moving on.

i got a boyfriend as i had never had one before, okay, very good memories, he was an awesome incredible boyfriend, okay done, now i'm back to being single (indefinitely, but definitely for a long time to come).

ive made a lot of friends and neglected a lot of old friends, for which i feel terrible.

okay so i just read KJ's blog and this post is starting to sound a bit like hers, like a recount of 2010, guilt over neglecting friends, and yes, being v schizo. so funny cause i was just telling brendan how sometimes i'm like super sociable, but sometimes i stay home for days on end and don't even switch my phone on cause interacting with people can get very tiring (no, not tiresome at all).

maybe thats why me and KJ are such good friends.
speaking of which, note: need to hang out with FJ and HY too. JRK! im like the extra in their circle haha.

i know i usually am quite fastidious about grammar and like this entry is chock full of semantic errors (i believe even "semantic error" is wrong) but okay whatever i REALLY NEED TO PEE BYE GUYS