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Jongbae (จองเบ) - Korean, 19 years old --> appears and raps in korean at 3:03
Kenta (เคนตะ) - Thai & Jap, 19 years old --> appears at 2:04
Tomo (โทโมะ) - Thai & Jap, 19 years old --> the guy with the guyliner at 2:09
Poppy (ป๊อปปี้) - Thai, 18 years old --> guy in black leather jacket, 0:41.
Koen (เขื่อน) - Thai, 17 years old --> blonde/black hair, blue jacket.

soooo i met up with teran, aish and fel the other day, we have ttly decided to go LASERQUEST on our next outing MANZXZZZZZ!!! must must gooooo! just dunno when yet )):

andddd lol i suscribe to some kpop channel on youtube, then the guy started uploading thai music. i'm not used to the way thai sounds like, in music and stuff, but it's super catchy, very kpop. like if the vocals were stripped away, it would sound almost exactly like a korean song. maybe that's why i like it D:

but i've always been into thai pop/rock though, their pop/rock is just amazing, something korean music doesn't have. the bands endorphine (of course, they're like the epitome of a successful pop/rock band in thailandddd), NO MORE TEAR (i love themmmmm) are prolly my favourites.

no, i do not understand thai. haha. but music is universal YOOOOOOOO.

i likeeeee french, uk, us, thai, korean, even nepalese music k. not so much chinese though, i only like Jay chou and JJ lin ^^

no, nepalese music is not just like buddhist chants. lol they do mean rock ballads!!!
i think i posted a nepalese rock ballad on here before. i didnt even know what language it was back then haha.

but yeah my point is, i started listening to thai pop cause of that uploader who randomly decided to introduce his numerous subscribers to thai music. andddd, Thai guys are cute! haha. when i went to bangkok (see previous posts? idk hahaha can't rmb), i noticed sooo many cute guys there! no wonder NICHKHUN is so goodlooking kay. thai guys. woot. i esp like POPPY (even his freaking name is so cute jaaaaa) and kenta (kenta is half jap so cool! haha) FROM K-OTIC.

and THAI GIRLS ARE DAMN PRETTY. THAI TRANNIES ARE PRETTIER. lol no theyre not, jkjk. the only SUPER pretty thai trannies i saw were like the ones whom i didnt even know were trannies until i saw their HANDS. the rest of their appearance was not guy-like AT ALL. like, PERFECT, skinny, TALL, barbies with pretty, feminine faces and sexy voices. idk how they managed to change their voices but whatevssss man.

so aspiring trannies, word of advice, be willing to pay for expensive surgery and miracle-working plastic surgeons! (:

i was joking with my uncle that some of them are prolly married to like guys who didnt know they were trannies until they realised their wives couldnt get pregnant. some women can't lah, but like if the husband sent their tranny wife for checkup, then saiiiiii KNOW ALR LOR.

omg i digressed soo much! anyway, my point is, THAI PEOPLE ARE DAMN GOODLOOKING and fashionable. and i learnt that when thai people type "555", they actually mean "<3 <3 <3". idk why they use 5, but i've decided to use it cause it's easier and faster to drag out a string of 5's than to keep holding and letting go of the shift key you know? haha.

so tonight is the big dinner for my maternal grandma's 70th birthday!!!

then of to Hong Kong on a 6am flight! gotta reach the airport by 4, aw hell. this means i have to wake up at 3, which is like, the time i usually fall asleep. LOL. so i think, NO SLEEP TONIGHT (da da da da da, dum, da da da da daaaaa), anyone remember the fader's "no sleep tonight"? it was a minor success back in i think like 2006? sigghhhh i wanna be young and skinny and toned again. i NEED to exercise omg haha. getting all flabby and such. not nais lor. and i'm like turning 18 soon, so OLD luhhhh. no offense to people who are older, i'm just saying i find 18 old cause i wanna redo a LOT of things in my life that went horribly horribly wrong, and now at 18, i realise the chances to make things right have long flown away alr. owells.

roarrrrrrrr so i'll prolly update when i get back. byeee!!!

met Vicki today (no, this V is not the one who hates me obviously lol), most importantly, GOT MY HIT OF YAMI YOGURT (: i'm a happy child riding on a unicorn across a rainbow in the sky now ^^

i need these to survive: Yami yogurt, ICEKIMO strawberry ice cream, Movenpick maple walnut ice cream (=

clearly, i'm not into chocolate ice cream, why?

i strongly believe that it's cause for a few years, i was obsessed with chocolate ice cream, whenever people asked me what flavour i wanted to get, i always answered chocolate without any hesitation.

then i guess i just got sick of it o.O

but i still love chocolate truffles and royce nama chocolate though! i just can't always afford chocolate truffles, can i? i ain't exactly swimming in money lol. i don't get supermarket chocolate cause there's more sugar than chocolate in those ><

the only exception is MARS / SNICKERS <333

so anyway went with V to get prezzies for her and my dad, but we kinda gave up cause omg dads are harder to shop for than ANYONE ELSE i swear. ended up scoping out wingtips for V, i got mine in bangkok for like 20 bucks so i wasnt in need of any ^^

meeting make up cru and IG peeps tmr, can't wait =))))

will (maybe) have pics!!!

most fucking importantly,

look out for "PLUG", my and jocelyn's menswear blogshop, coming soon (:

my blog prolly wont help in promoting it though, seeing as how i have absolutely ZERO fucking comments, is my existence that insignificant?!?! :O:O how can this be? the world revolves around me!! you should know that i'm kidding. if you think i'm serious, well.....it's okay not everyone has a sense of humour (:

someone, anyone, PLEASE COMMENT ))))))))):

i feel like no one cares about me i feel like a lost soul, aimlessly wandering along the milky way/

alex gaskarth <3

HEY YALLSSSSSSSSSSS.

back and FULLY RECOVERED from OCIP in JB + holiday with daddy & unkle in BANGKOK!!!!

my comeback post doesnt quite have the punch it's supposed to, i think it's cause i had to go ruin it with an "im sorry i'll update soon" update, like WTF is that right? i don't get why i update with updates saying i'll update soon. ~~~~~~~

sooooo anyways. i remember in sec 2-3, i used to have a reallly tomboyish sense of style, sneakers (i have so many pairs it's crazy, i never even wear most of them anymore) and tees with skinnys and tied up hair.

then in sec 4 i did a 180, i started buying tons of girly things. i got influenced by the pretty korean feminine girly fashion in kpop. but i wore lacy EVERYTHINGS with blazers and sneakers.

this year, i discovered HEELS, so i've gone even girlier. but at the same time, in bangkok, i rediscovered my love for jeans and messy ponytails and sneakers and lacy dresses accented with heavy metal jewellery.

so i dont know. yes, there is NO point whatsoever to all that i;ve just written, no "in conclusion" that i would like to make.

i'm just trying to say, after all these years of trying to find my own definitive style, i....well, i'm still floundering about trying to find it. but i'm okay with not having one style, i'm okay with knowing that i like to go all barbie one day and punk the next day. but i know FOR SURE, that i will never touch a pair of cargo pants EVER AGAIN (WTF was i thinking in sec 3 lol) and i tend to do monochromatic with a POP (or two, or five) of colour ^^ i'm also really tomboyish but still girly in other ways so...IDK OMG IM BLABBERING AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT i'm BLABBERING ABOUT. this is a new low (or high) point for me.

but this is so bimbo, talking about clothes for like one long post. guess i'm not disappointing any of those skeptics out there who harbour hate at first sight for me (ahem, V, ahem H, ahem.)

so here are pics from Bangkok!! ((: [JB pics can be seen on my FB, there are WAYYYY too many of them haha)





my stupid attempt at being ARTSY, you can tell i'm not a very good photographer lol. PAISEHHHHHHHHHHH.



my daddy! he doesn't like posing for pics, so i just took one from afar like a SPAIIIIII LOL. he's big. our suite was big. yay for all haha.



i was trying to look demonic and emo.


PACMAN SOCKS!!!!











MY AWESOME ACUPUNCTURE SOLES!!!! LOVE LOVE THEM.


yes, i was wearing those shades with that tee with these jeans and THESE SHOES. haha. fashion faux pas? i dont really care~~~my shoes rock.


it even has a TEDDY BEAR SEE!!!








my dad again haha

MIA.

i'll update soon when i'm 100% well again, i'm still kinda sick.

of course, if i were committed i could still blog.

but i'm lazy and sloppy. that's the way i am.

i'm using my cold as an excuse to lie in bed and be best friends with my tv 24/7, watching my SUPERNATURAL box sets ^^
SAM AND DEAN IN ALL THEIR HOT SEXY GLORY SPLAYED ACROSS 42 INCHES OF LCD <333

yeah i'm dorky that way ^^

SO BAI BAI ^^ TWIT LINGO MANZXZ.

omggg haeri's voice is beautiful, she's criminally underrated.

OH MY JOON.

oh my joon.

so freaking hot! joon is really eccentric, if he weren't good-looking, people would call him a weirdo-loser-freak. see the hypocrisy / double standard? oh well. joon IS kinda quirky. i just like looking at him that's all haha.


oh yeah i dyed my hair black, but under the sun you can see like a purple tint. real nice, pity it's not obvious at all ): no one even noticed i dyed it purple-black, they thought i dyed it normal black. BLEH~~~~

as promised, my camwhore pics :O

jaykayjaykay LOL.


caution: i look creepy in the pic!






wanna see my unglam self at work? how fugly i look when i'm surfing the net / watching tv ? how fug i am when i'm at home not dolled up for anyone?

fug shot on the way.


some other time. muahahahaha~~~


just so yall know, i totally am gonna audition for JYP. TOTALLY. when i learn how to actually sing without sounding like a screaming dying wild boar being speared with a bayonet.

k la k la.

here's my fug shot )):

cause the camera thing goes off automatically every few seconds when you open the program, so i was unprepped for that shot. haha of course by prepping i mean just taking off my glasses and sitting up straight LOL.


OMG FUGBEARZZZZZZZZZ.

BISHANNNNNNNNNN (PICS).

a few weeks ago, Vicki and I went to OUAM. we took the above pic there. they serve ahmayjjing chocolate milkshakes, pinky swear. haha brown text just like CHOCOLATE!

this was at the minitoons at bishan! the giant domokun was gone. someone spent 300 bucks buying that giant brown cute monster domokun. dude must be really rich or stupid or romantic or all or just stupid. dunno why, but on that day, my face was strangely lopsided. like in every pic we took, the 2 sides of my face looked so different from each other, it was disturbing lol. haha my text is in brown to celebrate the domokun spirit!

all the stuff i talked about above is BROWN: chocolate and domokun! OMG. conspiracy?? o__O

i thought there'd be more pics but i guess i was wrong haha.

on another note, sarahyim totally went to supper without me, that biatch! XD jkjk.
not like she reads my blog anyway, so whatever. i still lublubeuuusss rahrah!!! can you even decipher that? blah~~~~ bored....

been watching PSYCH on universal, it's some weekend marathon special. i like PSYCH it's an awesome show everyone should watch it. yes they/we/you should. ah semantics. again, blah~~~

i like joanne peh, just so you know/ i like joanne peh more than fiona xie, just so you know/

my blogging today is kinda whoooooooooooooooo like all LSD and shit.

do you know what i'm talking about?
cause if you do, i'd really appreciate it if you could enlighten me.

baibaizxzzxxz. off to dreamland, wonderful 2PM man-beasts await me.
wait it's not even night-time yet.
BLAH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

just so you know, i can't wait to get my hair cut tmr, i'll totally take some camwhore zilian selca pics (pics of myself) to celebrate/mourn, depending on the outcome.
but it'll probably be neither considering how i wont be doing anything drastic other than dyeing my hair PURPLISH/BLUEISH BLACK (can anyone say HELL2DAYEAHHHHH!!!)
i can't decide if purple or blue undertones suit my skin tone more, i'll ask don tomoz.

lalalalala~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~xx!

i kind of wanna look like angelababy.

GGGGRRRRR.

joon got diagnosed with swine flu, that poor hot boy ):

i should go study now. ttyl with bishan pics!

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

sarah asked me to go somewhere this saturday, i feel like giving it a pass. but it's a rare opportunity, i've been studying like hell during the day so i guess it's okay to go out at night?
but i was looking at one of the pics below, a close up shot of my face, omfg my skin has gotten super BLOTCHY. like no zits or whatever, just red and blotchy. i don't know whyyyyy ))))))):
i think it's the late nights! i'm not one of those girls who can party hard and still look okay, even if i laze at home and do nothing but watch tv until 1am, i still wake up looking like i had a wild night. i guess i have to sleep at 11. but guess what? it's 12:40am now. nice one, sibyl. nice one.

so today i went on a recce trip to JB, to the orphanage we'll be helping out at in december. recce trip basically just equals going there to get a feel of what the place is like. then after that i was suposed to have dinner with my mum and her friend and that friend's kid who's my age, but plans fell through so i went home and gorged on junk food and watched taiwanese dramas and slept. i never used to find vanness wu hot, NEVER, but i guess he ages really well, cause dayummmmmm son! he's fineeeee now. the little boy who plays his son in autumn's concerto (currently one of my favourite taiwanese shows) is SO ADORABLE TOO! his name is xiaoxiaobin. OMG damn cute. i would post a pic, but he's not that famous :/ and he doesnt look v good in pics, he's def. made for acting.


okay here are the pics from the recce trip! be warned, i was having an ugly day today. it's horrible, i've been feeling ugly for weeks now, and it's really obvious in recent photos, i just look so much worse than i used to. i have no idea why. maybe it's the lack of exercise, combined with endless multiple choice SAT drills and late nights on youtube.












this pic is totally bad haha.








i was thinking to myself, why am i such an asshole? i was thinking about all the friends i have/had, and like, they're always the ones keeping up with me, i rarely initiate contact or like make enough effort to maintain the friendships unless it's KJ or...well yeah, prolly just her. sometimes cheryl. haha. it's always the other side texting me asking how i've been, asking me out and stuff. i shouldn't be so unappreciative i guess? but like, i dunno, for me, good friends aren't people whom i should have to make an effort to maintain my friendships with you know?
like with my good friends, MCP and KJ and some others, i can like, not talk to them for months, then pick up right where we left off, no awkward pauses and contrived small talk. i probably only have proper sms conversations with KJ and Cheryl like once a month or something, but when we see each other, it's still okay you know? there may be silence and all, but it's not like "omg awkward", so sometimes i guess i dont like having to consciously try keeping my interpersonal relationships afloat, my good friends and i click on this level where we understand each other, like how vicki understands i don't like texting much unless i'm bored in class lol, and she doesn't like texting much too (unless it's certain people in her life *ahem* J *ahem*), so she doesn't text me much either, and when she does it's really like, concise, if someone were to read the sms convos between me and V, they would think we're merely classmates haha. we're tight cause we're similar that way i guess.

and some people get offended cause i'm not your typical modern youth. i'm sorry if i leave my phone off for more than a day and like, not reply within 2 hours. i just....well okay to make it clear so that people wont get pissed anymore, when i'm at home, i only check my phone twice: when i wake up, and when i'm gonna go sleep. if i'm bored while waiting for something, i'll prolly check my inbox, but i wont reply. i hate replying immediately. i try not to do it. if i reply immediately, you can be sure that i didnt really put as much thought into my reply as if i take a day to reply. i just cannot multitask, and i feel it's so unfair to reply someone with a half-assed reply just for the sake of having to reply you know? it's like you can't be bothered to come up with something proper. when i reply texts, i'm always sitting down, staring intensely at my phone, typing and erasing for 5-10mins until my reply is good. so i just wait for my unreplied messages to pile up, then sit down and take like 20 minutes to reply all of them, this is usually just before or after dinner time. after that, i'm DONE. lol. its not that i dont give a damn about you, i just dont like being glued to my phone unless i'm out.

so to summarise, i dont check my phone when i'm:

1) at home

2) out with my father (cause my phone is primarily for safety precautions, if i'll be with my dad the whole time, i really dont see the need to even bring my phone out).

3) eating

4) on the computer

5) watching TV

6) reading

my conclusion: i don't multitask.

yes, my blogging style is erratic and all over the place and like, i usually just write paragraphs that have no point and say stuff with a point in mind but end up deviating and digressing to no end. i'm not sure it can even be considered a style. but whatever.

i need to see:
1) family doctor
2) dentist!!!!
3) DERMATOLOGIST. my rashes. are getting worse WTFFFFFFFFFF. i do not spend so much every month on creams and special soaps to have this shit come back and haunt me again during the holidays, especially during the holidays.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i have a fever, whateverrrrrr i'm gonna sleep now night!

xx~~~~~

OH MY JOON.

i wanna embed a youtube video but blogger doesnt have that function. blogger should keep up with the times manzxzzxz.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

can't sleep.

i have to be at MARSILING mrt station by 7:30AM TMR MORNING oh god i pray that i'll get up on time. marsiling is like, so far from where i stay la! well on the bright side, at least i stay on the red line too, so the train is direct! and i'll be going towards jurong east whereas all the working people will be going towards marina bay, so YAY MORE SPACE :D :D

it's the little things in life that give me joy lol.

i broke out in rashes a few days back, i ate something wrong, i just have no idea what )))))):
and i went to zouk last night to club, so yes, the higher beings have IMPECCABLE timing (sarcasm). i couldnt even feel comfortable in my outfit cause i was like itching and all. ughhhh.
well yes, i suppose i could've just stayed home, but this was a rare opportunity! i mean, how often will my dad let me out right? i have to grab this precious opportunity! hahaha. my rashes are still super obvious and itchy and painful ): ugh! i really dont know WHY i suddenly broke out in rashes! they're the worst!

met vicki at bishan, read at the library, chatted while nursing yami peach yogurt cups, life is good (: have some photos but i'll upload tomoz! ^^

for now, i'll up the zouk pics, although you should take note that i am not a clubber, i only club like twice a year, i'm actually very dorky and hermit-like during the holidays, i'm always sitting in my PJs and wearing my nerd specs and watching some korean/taiwanese/american TV show or other so yeah i'm not a hardcore party girl.

it just so happened that after creating this blog, the first place i went out with my friends to was zouk. that is all.



you can see my rash in this pic, like the red spot on my arm )): i should like, take note of everything i eat in future. or maybe it wasn't something i ate...oh my gosh possibilities are endless. how sia.

friends4lyfe! (:

Keejia and me! (((((:

can't wait for her to get back from Dubai/UK! She saw Lily Cole in the flesh i am so jealous haha.
we gon' eat gorgeous sinful desserts wwhen she gets backkkkkkk!!!! ((: