tryna squeeze in a quick post before heading to FSC for drama rehearsal.

so i went to alumbra on friday night. to commemorate my last clubbing outing for the next month (:

uhh. 'twas fun! bumped into sling and her fam&friends, so we went in with them, thennnn sling MIA-ed, then we found her, then she MIA-ed again, so we went toilet, then by the time we got back she'd left already ): oh well.

we meaning eleanor lynette and me (:

hmmm. met some other people there but i won't mention them, cause name-dropping is so obnoxious. like omg i met her then i met him then i met another girl then i met this other boy. like pls, stop, we know you're popular ok? hahaha. so i shan't do that. anyway i only bumped into like A FEW people. wasn't that many.

cheri, a fixture at alumbra, was missing cause she went to brisbane. so yeapp just the 3 of us. we had tons of fun and ignored all the MANSLUTZ.

just us girls (:

i know this is like, not very coherent, it's just a stream of thoughts, but i have 3 minutes before i need to leave the house, so forgive me for not churning out a literary gem.

i've been embarrassing myself way too much recently. time to tone down? but i don't see why i should have to. i like being straightforward. i hate all the stupid wishywashy-ness of today's modern youth. why should i be embarrassed of being concise and to-the-point? why are you trying to make me feel like a weirdo just cause i don't recoil in horror at the mere thought of confrontation?

anywayz.

was supposed to study math for tmr's quiz. epic phailery.

went for flare dance yesterday, max's piece. pak and max are jaw-droppingly good. there was this other dude who was awesome but i don't really know him so i don't know his name. heh. i just sat there and watched. i would be lying if i said i didn't feel a momentary spark of inspiration to start SERIOUSLY dancing, but i've tried it before, and i won't ever forget it: I SUCKED. hahaha. where people dance or at least spazz, i just....flail. i flail my arms around and move my feet like a frankenstein line dancer gone wrong. the only thing i could ever do was ballroom dancing, and even that was a huge struggle for me, if i didn't have suanhin as my partner, i probably would have dropped out due to major suckiness. lol.

yeah i know the vocabulary used in this post is of an astonishingly high calibre. in case you didn't know, my tone is dripping with sarcasm here.

i guess it's time for drama. but i'm too lazy to get my ass of the chair. even walking to class seems like such an arduous task nowadays. i'm so sluggish all the time. so lethargic all the time. maybe i do need to start working out more often.

i'm probably the only girl in trinity who's working out for HEALTH purposes and not aesthetic purposes. but my stamina is really horrid and my asthma keeps acting up. i wanna live a long healthy life! not a long disease-ridden, arthritis/rheumatism-ridden, hospital-iv-ridden life.

late for drama now, tyvm chronic boundary-pusher in me.

xx