it's been ______________
but i still _________________
when _______________,
and almost all ___________.

FML.

again and again, 너에게 미쳤었다. -----> 2pm songs! but also kinda like my current status.
you make me so angry and so sad. you suck ): i don't like how we just STOPPED being friends. we were friends before we became that awkward entity, so since that awkward thing caused some kind of weirddd drifting apart (i'm not even sure why we drifted apart) can't we just go back to being friends? since we were friends way before everything? )):

i miss having you as a friend and talking to you all the time about hot girls. it used to piss me off but i would give so much for us to be that way again.

on another note, about a completely different person,

i hate being cryptic, it's annoying i know. but i'm not as cryptic and confuzzling as ____________ who claims to _______ one minute and then just __________ the next.
____________ one day then gives me a "-.-" look the next.

V V annoying. Like, just stop being an idiot already. Either stop or go, don't act like a hi-bye normal terms kind of friend, cause we were never even friends in the first place.

we were never friends to start with. so i honestly don't understand your problem.

don't go all "OMG HEYYYYY i haven't seen you in forever!" then just IGNORE me when we do see each other.

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just to end this pseudo-emo rant (cause i'm honestly not that upset, i just think you don't make sense and it annoys me that i can't figure it out) , i'm gonna say,
everything catches up with you. everything.




andddd i came across the blog/fb page of a stranger. she's my friend's friend but we don't rly know each other, i just thought she was pretty so i clicked her profile (oh gawd i sound like some pervy guy haha)

but yeah i clicked. then i think i came across like, the freaking greatest love story ever told. like epic romantic. most of her blog wasn't very interesting, but the story of her and her boyfriend was (:

i don't know why i'm blogging about a stranger, i just suddenly feel like there's hope in this world for me AHAHAHA. well not really. i think i'm a lost cause.

BUTTTTTTTT! who doesn't like looking at hot people, and her and her bf are both super hot and cute. so it was v v v sweet ((:


and thennnnnnnnnnnn. I finally finished season 2 of chuck! casey is awesome hahahaha.

omg i went to celebrate HJ's bday at party world and din tai fung with the rest of MCP, and ALOT of funny shit was said that i swore to myself i would memorise and post here, but i forgot them all DDD:

but there were some super epic things being said haha. just can't rmb :'(

i finally saw KJ again! and her dress sense is like. damn good haha. her dress was cool her HOT PINK tights were uber cool (how many people would dare to wear that?! not me D: but i so wish i had the guts to) and she looked fab. and she has regained her former procelain flawless faced beauty (: whereas my skin has been going downhill haha. mop cut his mop away! lol. i saw DRK and BEN and KS and CHEW and OMG JOSIAS HAHA again after like 28302984 months, josias is like. he brings the LOLz man.

i remember! this convo took place between josias and the slightly "big" chew.

Josias: whats the diff? (between the sizes of ipod touch and iphone)
Chew: different thickness, see yours is thinner.
Josias: (takes his touch and compares side by side with Chew's iphone)
Josias: oh ya it's fatter..........no wonder you use (it)


omg doesn't seem that funny written here, but combined with the signature jos "arbo i'm the best" tone, it was damnnnnnnnn funny haha.


then i rmb low said sth at din tai fung that made all of us LMAOOOO for like a good 5 mins. but i forget what he said :'(


I sometimes ALMOST wish i lived in BP, cause then i'd be able to meet up with them more often. they're soooo awesome haha i love all of them.

haha just thinking about ytd's DTF and HAIRCUT FIASCO (walaoooo one freaking hour haha) has cured my emoness :D :D


sigh. i'm kinda emo again now. cause i just looked back on my life, and i realised that just DISAPPEARING seems to be a very common thing among all the ___________ i know.

i disappear too, i know, and i'm so sorry, especially to rachael watson, i feel so bad, but i feel like she's moved on with her life too, and i don't wanna start talking to her again, only to disappear and disappoint her AGAIN. so i feel like it's better if she just lives her ****awesome life without having to deal with some unreliable forever fading away friend like me.

but idk. me and *****, we were so much closer than that. and you didn't even fade away. you just like. VANISHED.

funny how i STILL can't get over it. so much other bad shit has happened since then, but this is the one i keep coming back to.